arr!! my freakin' pC lagged.... i wasn't able to publish my last post... bummer!anyways, i wasn't able to win... oh well, no biggie another event then!
:D

happy alex!!!

as in HAPPY!

mwahaha,

they don't get it...

don't even think of getting it dumb ass! mwahaha

alix | 9:21:00 PM

i joined one of the events in khan forums... waw, lolx, i had the guts to join, hahaha! yeah, well... i was FORCED to! (ehm) oh! pero it was nice to write the letter, considering i wasn't able to review for acet because of it, at i wasn't able to sleep very well... haha, but it was worth it! :D kahit i know i don't have a chance to win, kasi mukha namang taliwas ung content ng letter ko sa iba and everything. oh well, i didn't join naman for the sake of winning eh... kahit ang prize eh skill book of your choice..tinanung nga ako ng isang tao, pag manalo raw ako anu daw hihingin kong skill book... parang nasagot ko lang ewan.. e kasi nga i didn't give much thought about the prize when i was writing the letter... oh well, whatever, if i win then i win, if i don't then i don't... hahaha

aus lang, para naman kay papang winner ako eh! :D

alix | 8:08:00 PM

yey! new layout! pagmaayos na ung pC ko, makakagawa na ako ng sarili kong layout, again. woopee... lolx

alix | 10:11:00 PM

gusto ko palitan ng layout...

alix | 8:39:00 PM

bakit ganun... after all those times... after all the hard work... it'll only result to this? bakit lahat ng effort ko was all in vain? i did all i can to make this work, our friendship... doesn't it mean anything to you? it's like you're making me feel that all these 2 years of friendship is crap... is it? because you made me feel before that it was worth your life, you told me like it was everything to you... were you just playing it? was it all a lie? was it all TRASH? why? i just can't figure out what happened to us, why did we fall apart? you told me you value our frienship... so why are you doing this to me? why are you not caring? why all of a sudden you have a new best friend, why is it that all of a sudden you gave me the cold shoulder... i can't read your thoughts, i don't get what you want... can you just tell me what it is for us, is it long gone our friendship? has it faded away in the sky? you told me once you cared... do you still do? or am i the only one who's still clinging to the string with hope that it'll be just like before again?

alix | 12:36:00 AM

i am just being nice to you pathetic humans...

alix | 11:11:00 PM

who said i'm pathetic?
who said i'm stupid?
who said i'm weak?
who said i'm a coward?

damn you... i'll fucking wait for you to tell that to me face to face!

alix | 11:08:00 PM

if there's no happy ending,
make one out of a cookie dough...

alix | 10:33:00 PM

may the sun bring you new energy by day,
may the moon softly restore you by night,
may the rain wash away your worries,
may the breeze blow new strenght into your being...
may you walk gently through the world
and know its beauty all the days of your life...

alix | 10:28:00 PM

Life isn't about finding yourself,
life is about creating yourself...

alix | 10:28:00 PM

danca as though no one is watching you,
love as though you have never been hurt,
sing as though no one can hear you,
live as though heaven is on earth
~emerson

alix | 10:24:00 PM

Tonight it's very clear
As we're both lying here
There's so many things I wanna say
I will always love you
I will never leave you alone

Sometimes I just forget, say things I might regret
It breaks my heart to see you crying
I don't wanna lose you
I could never make it alone

'Coz I am a man who will fight for your honor
I'll be the hero that you're dreaming of
Gonna live forever knowing together
That we did it all for the glory of love

You keep me standing tall
You'll help me through it all
I'm always strong when you're beside me
I have always needed you
I could never make it alone

'Coz I am a man who will fight for your honor
I'll be the hero that you're dreaming of
Gonna live forever knowing together
That we did it all for the glory of love

Just like a knight in shining armor
From a long time ago
Just in time I'll save the day
Take you to my castle far away

I am the man who will fight for your honor
I'll be the hero that you're dreaming of
Gonna live forever knowing together
That we did it all for the glory of love

~damn this song, who ever sings this to me i'll marry!! wahahaha

alix | 10:58:00 AM

cold is the night it constantly had been
since i knew not when
darkness seems to grow even more
as time ticked be.
alone as i ever could be,
afraid that even air can cut my breath.
the stillness, haunting.
helplessness drowning me.
and as i cry for help,
i looked up there lay haphazardly
the answer to my plee.
i reached with my trembling hands
the thing that can give me all the satisfaction.
i held it close in desperation,
its cold embrace geve me a shudder
that coursed through my body up and down under.
i held out my arm welcoming it,
felt all warmth fade
engulfed by its sensation.
shuddering as the whispering air cut through my flesh,
and as my redemption kissed my heart
i held my breath,
anxiously waiting fir its caress...

alix | 6:07:00 PM